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Today was one of the first times that it was just us; out in Public.
With no friends, no family, no anything…
Even if it wasn’t as I expected it to be, it still meant something to me.
It was awkward at first.
We actually fought in the beginning.
Something that I love about her is that were able to talk stuff out, most the time.
She’s not much of a “planner” like im used too.
I remember when I used to hate it when everything was so planned out…
Heh, I remember saying “who cares, lets just see what happens”…
In a way, I like some things planned out.
But then again, I know why I don’t plan much out…
I hate making plans because when they don’t work out, I just feel like; FAIL.
Failing isn’t fun.
Fails aren’t fun.
I wouldn’t say that tonight was a complete fail…
There were some things that could have been better but I guess it was okay since they like “time apart”…
Never have I been told that…
Being told “I think we spend to much time with each other…” actually hurts.
It’s like a nice way of saying “im tired of you”…
*sigh. I’m trying to keep my distance but in a way, it seems like that’s a fail too.
Rather im just one big failure or something just isn’t right.
I feel like im the one suffocating them this time, I think I rather be suffocated… in this relationship atleast.

Well enough about that.
I picked her up around 5.
Before that I was at the mall just killing time.
I drank some good cherry lemonade from hot dog on a d1ck though.
Also had some free orange chicken samples which were bombskii.
We were suppose to go on a double date to Noodle World with Jackie&Des.
But they ended up lagging which led to flaking.
It’s okay though. I know we needed to have time alone, in public.
I wish it would have gone better though…
We watched Planet 51 in Buena Park.
I like watching movies with her.
I feel good when I do.
She doesn’t fall asleep during the movies.
She doesn’t try to do it during the movie.
She doesn’t try to make out the whole film.
She doesn’t bother me like that…
Heh, awkwardly…its actually pretty cute watching movies with her.
She actually watches the movie while still being WITH me.
Thinking about it makes me miss her…

Enough about that…
Well after the movies we headed over to Jenna’s house.
Met up with Jenna, Ruby and Nizz.
Puff puff I pass…haha for a little then Nizz had to leave.
Chilled outside for a bit, then left to DelTaco, then to the Donut Shop, then to Arsenos…
Took them to look at a block that has all the Christmas lights up, too bad not all of them were on.
I love Christmas lights.
Took Jenna home then took Ruby to her car, unfortunately she left with Ruby since Ruby was a little up in the sky, she drove.
Shes at the gym now and im waiting for 3ish to hit.
Im taking my mom to the airport tonight, shes leaving to virgindick to see her military man.
I hope they’re able to come with me, I would hate to drive up there and back alone…



Uh oh, seems as if Time Is Running Out.
Toodles.

How many people does it take to paint a wall red?

Depends on how hard you throw.

Back again on this.
I feel that i can type freely here without worrying about what others might say or think.
But then again if ever other people read this, im probably doomed.

Nevermind, i cant talk about how i am.

Boring Blog.

Spending my delicious money is great, until I have no more.
Ugh, being broke does officially suck.
It’s like not being free or something.
Can’t do anything…
But then again I guess that’s why money is BAD.
Haha, I mean I’m still living…
I can do a lot…Like walk, run, draw, bike, go to the park, watch old movies, play outside, play with the dogs, etc.
Its not the same though as buying new shiii.

I think its kind of weird how I’m SUPER EXCITED! & SADLY DEPRESSED! About fixing up RJ.
Well first of all, I’m super excited because i’m basically “pimpin” out my car.
He gets 12 inch speakers, amps with about 2000 watts, a new head unit, a new paint job, gets his wing fixed, etc.
Pretty awesome isn’t it, I know.
But then since the speaker box is like E N O R M O U S !!
My trunk pretty much just doesn’t exist.
I used to have one of the biggest trunks in my family.
I could even fit 2 ALIVE people and some in there…
Plus I had a lot of junk, like my boxes, extra clothes, my Scooooooter :]
But now its empty, with just ONE-BIG-BOX.
So I don’t have anywhere to put the rest of my “crap” that was in my trunk.
At the moment its in my backseat on the floor…
But because its there, it sort of limits me to 3 other passengers instead of 4.
Unless the 4th passenger is a Bab y and cant reach the floor.
I would take the box out but I sort of need the stuff in it..
Like my radiator fluid or whatever and extra clothes and a towel or whatever.
Plus I like to keep my scooter in my car for emergency.
Like example, lets say I’m at school and I park in parking lot 2.
But my next class is near parking lot 8.
But I don’t have time to go move my car, plus that’s being fat, right?
Or what if theres no more parking space…
That’s why I bust out my handy dandy scooter.
I just hop on that mugg and no biggie.
I get to class on time with time to spare to buy a Gatorade or something.
Okay…I majorly went off topic.
All im trying to say is..
Yeah im happy that I get my car all nice and fixed up.
But now I don’t have a trunk.
And I have no more money.
Now that I think about it, was it worth it?
Haha well I guess ill just have to wait and find out.
(I sure hope it is)

As for school, ugh.
Pain in the butt.
And this is just the beginning too.
I’m really scared of failing my Business Management class.
I don’t understand anything the teacher talks about and its some pretty hard stuff.
Plus shes goes like uber fast, and my brain cant function that quicky.
And since my lover does my homework for me, I really don’t learn anything.
My English class is a butt too, but not as bad.
The teacher can get annoying though, but at least shes not that hard.
My piano class is good, especially since the teacher is great.
Haha, I nominated my piano teacher for “Appreciation Day”.
I don’t think she won.

Work is still the same.
Since im really busy with school and community service I don’t get much hours in though.
And you know what that means, “not much hours = not much money”.
Blahhhhhhh.

Community service is whatever too.
Im going to be working this Friday.
There having a Steak dinner.
I love steak, but ive had it for 4 days straight now.
Im kinda ehhhh about it.
Maybe I’ll cut back for now.
I always tend to smell really bad though after community service.
I think it’s the environment..
Its like a mixture of smoke, dirty water, must, and OLD WHITE PEOPLE.
*shivers.
Yuck.

Alright well I gotta get back to work.
Then off to school, todays is my all day for school.
Hope I don’t fall asleep.
(Btw, this ones really boring.)